May Goals

. . . May’s goals . . .¬†

1). NO pizza. I always give something up each month. The reason I am choosing pizza is because it’s my absolute favorite food, and I want to get it back to a status of being a “treat” now and then instead of eating it often / regularly.

2). I’d like to be down 5-8 lbs toward my goal weight by the end of the month. I only have 13 total left so I think 5-8 is a good chunk without being overwhelming.

3). Actually get the 45 miles in May done for the 45 in May swap ūüôā

4). Start and maintain a journal, which I have outlined and made a plan for last night and this morning ūüôā

. . . Well, 10 days in, and I am doing decent with my May goals . . . 

1). I have not had any pizza. ¬†This includes take out, homemade, Hot Pockets and / or Lean¬†Pockets, pizza rolls, etc. ¬†NO pizza whatsoever, and you know what? ¬†I am OKay! ¬†I noticed that after my two months sans ALL sweets, that now, I can eat a piece of candy or have a BITE of a sweet, and I am instantly satiated. ¬†I ate a small brownie this past weekend, and it was far too much. ¬†Considering I am off of soda entirely, with the exception of the Kickstart (damn those!), my habit of giving¬†something up for a month at a time is definitely helping me regulate my bad habits and improve upon what “in moderation” means to my lifestyle.

2). Well, I did not weigh myself May 1st, and so, I can only go by my last weigh in, which was on April 24th. ¬†The current number on the scale is higher than the number that was facing me on the 24th, but because I have been working out again, I attribute this “gain” to muscle weight. ¬†I was also bloated for several days, and I know I am holding water. ¬†SO, I am not overly concerned. ¬†I may weight myself this evening and go from there. ¬†If it’s one thing I have learned, it is that I can have a target number in mind, but I should base my progress on how I feel, and I am feeling fantastic!

3). I have thus far completed 19 miles for the Move It! 45 Miles in May swap. ¬†I am also participating in the Pacific Coast Highway virtual race, which is 113.2 miles. ¬†I need to up my daily distances in order to finish the latter within the month, but I am pleased with my 19 miles thus far. ¬†Unless my May mirrors April’s events, I foresee completing the 45 miles without a hitch. ¬†I am definitely pushing myself to get out there, even when it is the last thing I want to do. ¬†Fun shirts¬†and knee socks help; they keep me happy!

Running for bibliophilia

“Running for bibliophilia.” ¬†Image from my Instagram: idiosyncratic_unicorn

4). The journal . . . eh, not so much. ¬†I need to let go of my tendency to be slightly obsessive-compulsive, in regards to my penmanship and style, and just embrace the journal’s contents and love it for what it is. ¬†I had brainstormed a format that I felt will work well for me, but I have not been successful at actually executing it. ¬†I still have time to follow through, even if it’s only writing my stats down, and then, I can improve upon my process (embellishments, etc.) next month.

So far, so good.  I feel like I am finally on the upswing!

 

Picture Perfect

Over the course of the past few years, I have become¬†the¬†anti-photograph type. ¬†I am that pesky individual who covers her face with her hands when a camera is around, demands that pictures be reviewed and / or approved before the photographer even thinks¬†about posting the candid on Facebook, Instagram, and whatever¬†other media sharing / social platform exists, but mostly, I just avoid cameras altogether. ¬†I think I experienced one¬†too many shocks when looking at my own photos, that disbelief and utter disgust when faced with my own face. ¬†“That’s me!?”

I run several 5K events, 10K events, and obstacle courses each summer and autumn, but¬†I expend most of my energy¬†worrying about the pictures, spending copious amounts of time¬†avoiding the cameras, the GoPros, and the seemingly endless sea of cell phones and selfies. ¬†I want to resolve to stop this behavior for 2017’s events. ¬†Admittedly, I did far better during my last two events of 2016 (Color Me Rad (5K) and The Dempsey Challenge (10K)). ¬†I am aware that there remain a plethora of pictures floating around on the event websites, but I am moving on from those, and I will no longer worry about their existence. ¬†I am taking control by including a handful of photos I have recently uncovered.

So, from this point forward, it is my goal to be in at least one photo, taken at each event that I do.  After all, I should be proud of my participation, not hiding from the photographic evidence of it.